When there is no more registration on the registration day: 1st August

I usually reach Pilani 2 days before the registration date, so that I can relax for some time, make my timetable and also can clean and make my room up before I go for registration.

It’s so nice to see one by one coming from home, back to Pilani with loads of luggage and late at night, exhausted !!:P Its after a more than 50-day vacation, that we get to see each other and express the affection and express to each other how badly we missed each other. L

But this time is entirely different; there is no registration for me and no friends around. Everything is a big void all around. I am living in a black hole, where I can see none and none can see me. It’s so much pain to know that others like juniors and my batch mates are going to campus, the place of merry making and happy living. Here I am working all the day in front of the computer without any entertainment: just like a sage, away from all worldly pleasures. Is this life? Is it really necessary to lead a life like this with out friends and with out having fun all the time? The only thing which makes me happy is the payment, which I get after every hectic month. I buy so many things like clothes, gadgets but I can’t buy friends, how much ever money I pay. L

I am lying in a deep dark pit, away from friends; hoping for a ray of light to enter my life and light up the entire space around and bring all the happiness and joy back. But it takes some time, says my inner mind. L Let’s wait and see what god has in his store for me?

It’s that only weekends I am free while busy all the week, but when I was at Pilani. I was a free bird, used to fly to what ever place I wished and enjoyed up to the brim. I had the luxury of gussing classes and sleeping for hours together. Watching movies late at night was my hobby, but what happened now? What happened to my freedom? Some one has grabbed me and put me in a cage, giving me everything except happiness and satisfaction. Who’s this some one? Who’s he to take away my life and freedom from me? May be this is what is called as professional world!! Exchanging brains for money!! L

I know I can’t regain the Pilani-days ever in my life!! Hoping for a change in life!!